ESPN CHICK Poems

I know I could never hide from you
So why did I even try?
Guess satan did get the best of me
Right down to the core
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I don't know why I want superman to save me
I don't know why I want him to wipe the tears
Here I am standing out in the pouring rain waiting
I keep standing here trying not to fall apart
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Can't get you off my mind
Sitting here wishing that you would realize
That I have been here all along

You leave me here wondering if you care at all
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I can't seem to get you off my mind
The way you dragged me in with the things you said
Just knew that you were it
But you left me here waiting on you
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I was driving through town and you popped in my head
So I turned the music up
Trying to get you off my mind
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Sunday, November 23,2014

Sometimes I wonder where this is going
Then there's a part of me that loves not knowing
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I try not to think of those long talks we shared
And I try to keep your name erased out of my mind
But every time I see a picture of you 
That's when I realize I need you and I wish that you were here
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I've walked a thousand miles and cried a zillion tears throughout the years
But nothing in this world makes me feel the way you do
Every time I think of you somehow I tend to smile
When I lay down and close my eyes somehow your there in my dreams
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This past week has been something else
But the best shock of the week was that you had someone else
Those lies you told me, I believed them
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I feel so alone and no one can take away this emptiness inside of me
I feel broken up and torn apart that I don't know if I could stand on my own two feet
The thought of dying is slowly creeping back into my mind
And I try hard to strive and fight away those thoughts
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