Faith Evanstar

I swore to myself,
That I would never be weak.
Never need anybody,
To take care of me.
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You hurt me,
More than you realized,
When you made those disicions.
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My whole life,
Was all a lie.
I look at your face,
And I feel the blood boiling in my vains.
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The girl was once beautiful,
She was once bright.
But it all came,
Crashing down.
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All I ever wanted
Was your acknowledgement.

For you to be proud of me,
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I was always nobody,
But I want to become somebody.

Somebody worth talking to,
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Why don't you understand?
Why don't you listen to me explain?
I've finally found,
True love.
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I tried so hard,
To be so strong.
Yet I'm cracking under the pressure,
You're putting me through.
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I don't understand,
Anything anymore.

You're controlling me,
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I feel so useless,
I don't know what to do.

I'm so lonely,
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You may hate me,
But I don't care anymore.
You said things you regret,
But it's too late to apologise.
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I'm just your average girl,
Trying to make it by in life.
I'm not perfect,
But I'm as close as I can be.
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Why must you do this,
You selfish cow?
I trusted you,
Without an edge of doubt.
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I can feel myself,
Slowly fade away.
I just want,
You to notice me.
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I know what they call me,
When I walk out of the room.

I know what they think of me,
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Why am i forgotten?
Why am I left behind?

I want to run away,
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I fear the times,
I must face reality.
Isn't it so much easier,
To forget all of our problems?
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