Ivana RadanJamnicki Poems

Yes I am fearful
Yes I may even be a coward
To go for my dreams or fight for my feelings
Yes I may get scared of getting to know you
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I have told you
About what has troubled me
And the disclosure
Of what I long considered as true so matter-of-factly
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The orgasms that want to be given
And shared
Uplifted from within a year of getting to know you
And all those „ohs“ and „mmms“ that you provoked
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When you and I and many others We and Ourselves
Get tired of other people’s constant demands for explanations
And tiring conversations with a dead-end
When want to leave the long analysis or what each one of you has said, meant or done
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I am soaking in each move your lips make
Envying each bite you are having
Envying that tomato bursting out in your mouth
Envying the little pieces of meat
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This is going to be the first time for me to give such a Christmas present.
We are going to be alone in the room. It is going to be quiet and safe.
The candles will be lit. Their smell will be mixed with the smell of Christmas cookies.
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Fun.
Laugh.
Sun.
Warmth.
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Dancing
Was a long-dreamt dream to me
That came true
And I didn’t allow myself to see
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When getting tired of spending most of your time by yourself
When finding no one to be around when you want him to
When you can’t reach for anyone’s closeness
When sad and want someone to talk to
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Was that all with you even true
Wasn’t I only trying to develop it
Afraid of losing your attention
Maybe I needed your praise
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