Ivana RadanJamnicki
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Yes I am fearful
Yes I may even be a coward
To go for my dreams or fight for my feelings
Yes I may get scared of getting to know you
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I have told you
About what has troubled me
And the disclosure
Of what I long considered as true so matter-of-factly
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The orgasms that want to be given
And shared
Uplifted from within a year of getting to know you
And all those „ohs“ and „mmms“ that you provoked
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When you and I and many others We and Ourselves
Get tired of other people’s constant demands for explanations
And tiring conversations with a dead-end
When want to leave the long analysis or what each one of you has said, meant or done
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I am soaking in each move your lips make
Envying each bite you are having
Envying that tomato bursting out in your mouth
Envying the little pieces of meat
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This is going to be the first time for me to give such a Christmas present.
We are going to be alone in the room. It is going to be quiet and safe.
The candles will be lit. Their smell will be mixed with the smell of Christmas cookies.
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Dancing
Was a long-dreamt dream to me
That came true
And I didn’t allow myself to see
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When getting tired of spending most of your time by yourself
When finding no one to be around when you want him to
When you can’t reach for anyone’s closeness
When sad and want someone to talk to
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Was that all with you even true
Wasn’t I only trying to develop it
Afraid of losing your attention
Maybe I needed your praise
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I’ve heard of poems that didn’t want to be written
Because if they wanted to, they would be judging
They didn’t want to be written
For if they did, they would be accusing
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There’s a strange circular motion
Repeating the old madness
And going back to that old behaviour
Telling me you are the one to fulfill my desires
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So there will be no more of that sweet agony
I won’t know the different stages of hardening of your tongue
Or how your hands would play with my nudity
Always striking by the surprise
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I once knew the way
What to do
Felt the pull towards
And felt the time was right
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Ivana RadanJamnicki Biography
Hi! I am Ivana from Croatia but I live in Czech Republic. I work as a foreign languages teacher, I love languages and cultures. In my free time I like to dedicate to arts like writing and drawing, painting, crafts, sculpting, singing, dancing and others. I write because it helps me see things more clearly, sort things out and it brings me to conclusions. I like to learn about myself and I like to develop, change and grow. I try to take everyone as a teacher and everything as a lesson. Dear reader, please be my teacher. Speak honestly what you think of the things I write about, even if you don't like my work. I'd love to hear you comment and see you rate my poems. Share with me if having ideas and ask me if having questions. I will always honour your time and effort for having having helped me on my life journey. I deeply wish you the same light, beauty and guidance to follow you through. Have the best of luck in your writing, contests and whatever your dreams are. Enjoy life, enjoy art, enjoy your thoughts, enjoy writing. Ivana)
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Fears
Yes I am fearful
Yes I may even be a coward
To go for my dreams or fight for my feelings
Yes I may get scared of getting to know you
Be confused by your words
Or be lost when I realize you are leaving much sooner
Than I explored whether there is something
About you and me that really fits
I get scared as of loneliness as of not being alone
I may find myself speechless or just blank
When I am supposed to be on the move
I even may not understand
Other people’s words or actions
For which I am afraid to be criticised
Or judged regarding my owns
I truly dread from others finding my flaws
And exploring my mistakes
Or looking into my reasons no-reasons or having-overseen things
Oh and the following pointing those out as-if-matter-of-factly
Just whenever the other side sees it convenient
I am afraid of staying and going
Taking and rejecting
Finding the middle between an ice-queen and selling myself shortly
Not knowing what my feelings are feels creepy
I am afraid of accidentally hurting other people
As well as embracing the ones who do not matter
And I fear from decisions and deadlines
And that in the certain little piece of destiny
I will not know the time just right to pull the strings
I may get emotional and love the man who is not right for me
I am afraid or showing no courtesy as well as not being witty
And of the consequences of my forgetfulness
Not to be forgotten being afraid of
Staying in my dream world for too long
And that the real world may not be as bad as I see it
While I am letting it slip out of my hands
Yes that middle way between being impatient and waiting for too long
Seems so vague and it scares me
But above all I have fears of looking into somewhere deeper
And finding I am just scared of
Myself
And that I will never leave this magic circle
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