Still they lie side by side
Waiting for their winter storage
Many wonderful times have been had
Early morning tea contemplating the day ahead
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I love you still
I can't help it
I look at those perfect lips I used to kiss
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Nights draw in dark
As do my thoughts
Dampened by rain filled days
That seem endless
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That hurt, a pain never felt before
I think my heart is broken
Knowing I no longer have your love
The silence spoke like thunder
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False words spew with no conscience
Cleverly engineering the masters plan
Designed to manipulate, personal agenda
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Did I do something to deserve all of this?
My eyes are no longer the shining diamonds glistening captivated you
They are angry crimson they hold much sorrow
My skin is not perfectly soft and bright as an autumn dawn sky
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You are the sun
You put warmth into hearts
You are the moon
You are a guiding light in dark times
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Feel stuck in between
Life and dreams
They seem to be mixed together
Leaving me unsure what is real
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