I would lie awake
reading your lies in the dead of night
over and over
'til dawns subtle light
...
Hope is gone
I try to be strong
But it feels so wrong
to let it all go
...
I've been living in the past
for far too long,
been thinking about you,
been singing our songs...
...
A restless spirit,
a wandering ghost
memories from lifetimes ago
and unfinished business
...
All that I loved you with has died
and I loved you with all the light I had inside
where once brilliant colors lay
(vibrant,
...
Honey sweet notes
drift in,
drift out
banish the bitter taste in my mouth.
...
You're like a drug
a dangerous addiction
make me feel something's real
when I know its only fiction.
...
Moving through the soul
weaving it's way around my essence
creating/destroying
all that lies within
...
For breaking me down,
for cutting me open,
for digging in the knife
as you whispered in your goddess smooth voice
...
he threw it on everyday
before entering the stage
It was a simple character
he was trying to portray.
...
Sometimes moving on
doesn't mean forgetting the feelings...
Sometimes it means
...
They say I'm not allowed to know you
because my so called sins
(you, personally, never said that right?)
are different than theirs.
...
Do you notice,
how he still searches for you,
how his eyes wander over the crowd
looking for the one he loves?
...
Inanimate Object (I.E. Me)
I am inanimate.
My face is diamond, beautiful but cold.
My smile is hidden behind cement lips.
I have eyes of steel
Planted into my quartz body.
Icy cold glass is stuck into my ribcage
where my ruby heart use to lie.
Lava flows throughout my veins.
I am inanimate.