I found you in a cold place.
You were hurt when I took you in.
And fell into your abounding grace.
Now I dont want this to end.
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Today I managed to be so brave,
As to ask you for just a date,
But when I asked you on that day.
A warm spring day in the middle of May.
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As I remember that fateful morning.
Of the death of a man I'd been lifelong adoring.
I got the news shortly after midnight.
And just knew it couldn't be right.
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You keep pushing me away.
Then praying for me to stay.
But this day you pushed me too far.
It will now be just too hard,
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Gazing upon the blood stains before me,
My heart skips a beat knowing what i've done.
Disappointing everyone that i see.
Maybe it's time to try a gun.
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You make me angry no more.
Tonight you'll cry for what you loose.
It's something you can't get back.
My heart or yours? It's time to choose.
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Now I've jumped there's no retreat.
I can't believe I accomplished such a feat.
The days grew long and much to hard.
And now i took it much to far.
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Now wake up and see them all.
Are they really what you thought?
Or are they just making you fall.
Into yourself in which you fought.
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Footsteps unheard down this old road.
Only the laughter of all my mistakes.
Mistakes I made that only showed.
A less than human image no one fakes.
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There is no love in your web of lies.
Only hate that cannot be replaced.
Nor is there any lust in your crys.
Only trust thats forever defaced.
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