Lauren Ellis Leung

without You im like a broken sOUl wandering the depths of hell,
like A broken Stair well.

aS i plumit towards gloom and doom i tHink of you,
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The only raod I've ever known,
It's a lonely raod,
Don't know where it goes.
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Scarlet lines so fine,
Bleed an ocean that blends to sky.
Far from the world of you and I,
All I want to do is trade this life for something new.
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Her eyes,
Eyes of a serpent,
Cruel and filled of hate.
They seemed to stare into you and pierce
to soul with their needle like daggers.
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I had a dream about you,
I'm starting to wish it would come true.

You see,
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Visions of you,
They echo my mind,
I wonder when you'll be by my side.
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Driven by adoration and envy,
Each morning you paint your face to the latest trend,
Hiding your impurities and imperfections.
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we were so close,
i saw you there and didnt see,
never to be suspecteD.
its like a hidden life that nObody kNows
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Lost that friendship feeling,
In myself.
Of you It was there,
I would have never,
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When the tides change,
The sea's a different picture.
When we chage we see life
In different views.
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They will gather force,
An uneven sea.
The trust stops.
The humming drowns, and yes, of course,
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Used to have a heart that beat so strong,
Had everything I ever wanted,
But you,
The one thing you said to me changed it all,
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Depression. depression is the the ultimate denial.
It's the tear that I cry when I'm alone.
Not knowing who to turn to, where to look, what to do.
The blood that I bleed and the blade that I use.
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I'm tired of all the tears,
The confusion and betrayal.

The time I wasted I'm not going to get back.
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In a way we were both at fault.

You for the abuse in this friendship...
And me for accepting it instead of standing up for whats right.
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