For many years,
And with intended contempt...
You took upon conscious action,
To ruin me making several attempts.
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It's going to take a lot of patience and hard work,
To get this crap corrected.
It is unbelievable how conscious people sat,
Knowing that their lives...
...
IF they can ruin themselves
And their own fellowmen.
Destroy families and friends
For a dollar bill whose value
...
They wished to dig up dirt.
But I was the one,
To reveal that first.
I knew I was far too deep for them.
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Only you can take me,
To love...
And keep me there.
I am so aware,
...
Before the 'shock and awe'
There were trinkets tossed
To send them shopping.
That 'stimulated' them,
...
Feed them trash.
And they will love it.
Overwhelm them with brilliance...
And they will be stunned.
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It only begins to hurt those,
Who applied misdeeds...
'Now' feeling themselves bleeding.
It only begins to hurt...
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I wanted to be that.
But I couldn't.
I had to be this...
And that would resist it!
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I am not daring you at all!
I dare myself!
I wish to stretch,
From enclosed boundaries.
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