Lost(The Vampiric angel)

was everything u told me a lie
all the I LOVE YOUS,
The I WANNA BE WITH YOU FOREVER,
and even theI WANNABE THERE FOR YOU
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Everyone says hope is not found
but earned and if that
is true then i surely have no hope
but those who say that lie
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I hear the rain going
thump thump thump
on the window seal
as i look out the same window
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My tongue hangs from a distance
If you only knew
I sit here every day
Just thinking about you
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Sadness consumes you like
the moon does the sun
during a lunar eclipse
it consumes you untill it takes
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In your poem you declare me your Sun
in mine you'll be the Moon
for that simile is truelly us two
We're on opposite sides of the world
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love turns to pain and makes me think
is love nothing but pain
i guestion love alot trying to find an answer
and asking is love truely real
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I have a revolver in one hand
and a rounds in the other
i load the gun and spin the barrel pointing it towards
my head and all i think about in my head is
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