It's like a piece of me is missing
When he's not around
Like a hole in my chest
Pouring to the ground
...
We're communicating through dirty eyes
Sodden lips and sterile thighs
You're relic and pyre
I'm sullen and cloyed
...
If only I saw what you see in me
If my eyes were open, If I was complete
But now I'm just a hollow shell
...
So far away I can not touch,
Here alone I miss you so much,
In your time of need I was not there,
As my heart breaks now there is no compare,
...
Tangled strings weave knots into my soul
Twist and turn, they fail to unravel
Feel the cold
Take its toll
...
So this is my life.
Everything becomes a blur.
The room begins to spin.
Pitchblack.
...
Quiet house.
Overactive Mind.
Stabbing.
Churning.
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