I never had the chance to tell you what confusion your departure unleashed…
Blurred pyramids of vacating flesh
Sea waves in my ear
Straight from my soul
...
Maddening happiness,
Comical puns and nurtured calmness,
Dimpled smiles...
I once lived
...
only words will give me solace
From the engine breathing street
To the dimmed lighting of the atmosphere
And my 'slip' into the deep
...
I am only human
My soul bleeds out for it's only calling
My hands breathe from my mind
My eyes seek through the rainbow
...
I fear I may have lost the plot,
Moved far from my pen
Become as blank as the pages
Hence I scream for refuge...
...
A page a day, I told myself
Will keep the mad man away
A word per hour, I thought
Will make me sane
...
I live to create what I feel this realm lacks. I believe I am the lyricist of the song for my being.)
Dear Father
I never had the chance to tell you what confusion your departure unleashed…
Blurred pyramids of vacating flesh
Sea waves in my ear
Straight from my soul
Cold breezes only I can feel
Granted numbness dissolves
After the smoke fades,
The empty bottled euphoria finally departs
And the inducing, very last our presence crossed,
Image floods in…
The darkness, freshly grounded
Six feet, seemingly my twelve…
Below
Silently vanished, whirling atmosphere
Music had never seemed so painful to ears
Then, reality
Music had never been with me that mournful dawn
To be exact, my interpretation was denial
Anguish,
If only… Merely had I,
Could have woken from my sweet slumber of you
And said, forget
SCREAMED…
Daddy heaven can wait.