only words will give me solace
From the engine breathing street
To the dimmed lighting of the atmosphere
And my 'slip' into the deep
...
I am only human
My soul bleeds out for it's only calling
My hands breathe from my mind
My eyes seek through the rainbow
...
I fear I may have lost the plot,
Moved far from my pen
Become as blank as the pages
Hence I scream for refuge...
...
A page a day, I told myself
Will keep the mad man away
A word per hour, I thought
Will make me sane
...
I never had the chance to tell you what confusion your departure unleashed…
Blurred pyramids of vacating flesh
Sea waves in my ear
Straight from my soul
...
Maddening happiness,
Comical puns and nurtured calmness,
Dimpled smiles...
I once lived
...
I live to create what I feel this realm lacks. I believe I am the lyricist of the song for my being.)
Sleepless
only words will give me solace
From the engine breathing street
To the dimmed lighting of the atmosphere
And my 'slip' into the deep
You see 'sleep' never let me fall this hard
So even whilst my eyes wake
My being remains in fantasy
Reaching for the unknown, ignorance
If my eyes should close, I fear
My being will wither in an abyss of doubt
No good will come of the survival
Because even in my state of Hypnagogia
I have captivated the world
And with me, fall into deception