Nancy Hamann

If you don’t believe that God exists then you have never languished in the bliss:
Of a child as they laughed at the silliest thing that was said.
Of the sun as it raised or a rainbow’s rays.
Of how winter leads into spring.
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I was living in a world of a 20 year old girl.
Having fun and not thinking of any one.
Looking for love but finding none.
Living dangerously because I wasn’t feeling anything.
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I love you with every fiber in my being even when you challenge me
I wish that I could have done more to ease your pains while you were growing
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You want to be the King who rules my land then
I suggest you come up with a better plan.
You don't realize who you are playing with.
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Do you see me when you look at me?
Do you see the love I hold in my eyes or only my breasts, hips and thighs?
Do you see the woman that lives within or only the outer shell I present?
Do you see what lies within my mind or only what lies between my thighs?
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Here I am screwed up in the head; thinking that I did it again.
I had a perfect man right in front of me when I let those insecurities lead me into obscurity.
I questioned his motives instead of letting go of my emotions.
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When I was pregnant with you, I wondered then – how did I let this happen again?
March 10,1988 is the day that you came, with your ten little fingers, ten little toes and that cute little nose.
I laughed and cried when I saw your face because I saw God’s grace.
You were with me for only a little while but oh, how you made me smile.
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He whispers words so sweet in my ear, words I want to hear.
Don’t you remember the other guy in December that said he would be here forever?
I do remember but I feel he isn’t the same as the other who came my way. I feel the light in this man’s eyes like the sun in the sky. I feel his kiss so soft and tender and wish it would go on forever. I feel that he means no harm when he holds me in his arms. I feel so free when he is with me. I finally feel no fear when he is here.
I think it is a game that he plays. I think it will only bring you pain. I think you will soon discover - he is no different from the other.
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Amelia Jones is a woman I know with a heart truly made of gold.

With a smile that lights up the skies and that special twinkle in her eyes.
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