Neil Crosby

I am all alone
So cold, and as white as a bone
Betrayed, and broken
From words not spoken
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I'm falling in love with you
A girl that I think loves me too
My heart is racing
my mind pacing
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When you see the color red
Do you see me bloody and dead
When you see the color red
Do you picture me free of dread
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I live in a life of endless lies
Waiting for my demise
Twisted metal
A fallen petal
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Life is a game
Some strife for fortune and fame
Others struggle to get by
others live think life as nothing more than a sigh
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You saw my heartbreak
You never cared for me
My heart is gone, and you see
My heart hurts and aches
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I am a child of the night
drinking blood for instincts delight
Never again to see the light
If we do we burn
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I embrace the lust for blood
I embrace the eternal night
Hidden in plain sight
We are spreaders of this embrace
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Alone to die
No one to cry
I'll end my life
By hang or by knife
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Life is no easy thing
It always leads to a bittersweet ending
Its not easy when your dead
When all you feel is dread
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Dead is dead
I live in dread
Past is past
My heart never last
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For every dropp of blood shed a human soul is lost
For every human soul lost a tear is shed
A loved one is lost
More tears and blood are shed thus everything starts over again its is as if the world were reborn but reborn not of love but of hatred toward everyone and everything on this earth.
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For all I write, and say
I live pain day after day
I live the pain in some many ways
All I write is of my heartbreaks
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I have lived this pain
My tears in the rain
Scars of my past
My happiness has never last
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Finding love is tough
Looking for your diamond in the rough
Of some, no chance
Others romance
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A reject is what I am
I have to live a life where no one gives a damn
A outcast, lonely always
Being hurt by everyone, every day
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Should i die
Should i live
Should i try
Should i forgive
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Dead and gone
No longer to see the dawn
Whether a knife, poison, burn, or cut
Dead by distraught
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Into this black abyss
Away from a world i'll never miss
In this world deprieved of light
Endless darkness, eternal night
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No more of this pain
I'm done with this strain
You've tortured my life
Put me throught endless strife
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