You don't see my eyes
Fill with tears
You don't see my mind aging
Like its been years.
...
I cry to myself
Each night.
Each smile, each laugh
Is a fight.
...
I've given you so many chances,
And you've only let me down.
I've tried to show a smile,
But it's replaced with a frown.
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Lying on the cold cement
Red surrounding me
Spots in front of my eyes
I think
...
How's that oblivious world you live in?
Is it any fun?
Are there other people?
Or are you the only one?
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My heart is breaking
My body's shaking
And my lips are faking
A smile.
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When I see your name
Light up on my screen
I think of ignoring you
But that'd be too mean.
...
Do you really care?
I'm not sure you do.
Do you care about me,
As much as I care about you?
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Glue
Spilled on my desk
Papers getting stuck
While I stand there.
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