Alone Poem by Jay'Reeona Collins

It's just me in the halls walking with an empty feeling,
all of this silence is something I find appealing
but this loneliness is a feeling I dread,
I'd rather be alone at home instead

I feel alienated in this cold, horrible place,
with a hood over my head and a depressed look on my face
if I'm not hearing silence then it's the music I'm listening to,
it's an escape, something that I've gotten used to

I place myself in my mind and see a world that doesn't exist,
I'm a hunter, being chased by demons that attacked my wrist
I'm a project, being tested by cruel soldiers to complete my plan,
to rid the world of them for creating a madman

This is just an escape, from the real terror of my life,
It's better to fantasize than to be cut by a real blade or a rusted knife
I imagine myself trapped within one of my many twisted dreams,
the world overrun by demons with chaotic screams

I walk silently alone through the school halls,
in reality, it's nice and empty, in my head, the paper is peeling off the walls
it's a dark place I use to escape the horror of reality,
but it doesn't mean that I am set free

Even my own mind frightens me when I think to myself
the images created from fear and hatred, to torment me
it's like I'm creating a hell inside my head,
with the voices all telling me I'm better off dead

I'm going insane; slowly losing my mind,
happiness is something that is impossible to find
depression and darkness, things I did not intend
I regret to admit that this is the end