Am I The Matter? Poem by khadija shaker

Why I cannot say it
Why I panic from it
Why I have some difficulty to say it
Is it forbidden to say I love you him
I cannot leave him for a second
But why does he do that
He took my heart and went away
He left me alone here with my heart waiting for the sky rains gold
Oh nope …
Why I don’t receive any answer from him
Is there something wrong in my self
Why he doesn’t told me that to correct it
Oh, my god …
I need your love
I cannot stay for an hour without praying
I need to someone told me the truth before I die
I don’t have more time to wait here more
I will say to the life good bye after few days
So, now I should to say the last word in my life
I was full of the hurt when he lift me
Him doing like the knife in my heart
Oh, I must stop saying that
They will not change anything at the moment
My soul has gone there behind the star
'friends' the last word I had said it in my life

For everyone in this world in the spring age
For everyone who will begin his life
For everyone his friend had left him
Lets your feeling speak not your mind
With 'friends' you can do the impossible things
You can know if there's life in Jupiter or not

Don’t care about the religion
Don’t doubt the people from other religion
We're same here in the earth
In the last second
I knew that he left me about that
There's no different among me and him
………lost each other ………
In the 'heaven ' the beautiful place for the meeting