Amazing Disgrace Poem by Ramona Thompson

Amazing disgrace!
How bitter the sound
That is a wretch like you!
I once loved you, but now I can bear no more then to hate you
Was blind, but now I see
A loser like you
In my broken, shattered heart
I just don't need

'Twas your a88 that tonight I'm gonna inspire the greatest fear in
And down your back I shall relive myself of my rage
How precious once you did appear to me
Now in this final hour of love affair
In you I find that I can no longer believe

Through many scares, fears and whores
I stood by you
When really I should't have at all
Believed that you could change
Should have known better that no matter
How far I ran to keep up with you
Your disgrace would never make ours a happy home

Lord, you promised such good to me
Only to give me nothing but the bad
Your word
Your hope
All of it false and so very hurtfully untrue
Now for as long as this life endures
I know that I shall live
Heart and soul forever more broken
Into a million billion pieces
Scattered by you

The truth of my heart failed by the wicked lies of your flesh
Mortal temptation ripped us apart
So far
So very far apart
Now at last the veil has been lifted to reveal
A life and a lie empty of joy
Empty of peace
Empty of you and me
Forever more

Our love has now dissolved like snow
On us the sun is forbidden to ever shine
The roots of this falsehood broken and torn
Bleeding down below
Saying never can I be yours and never can you be mine
Oh boy, never can you be mine

Feels like ten thousand years have passed
Since that first fatal bliss
Bright shining as the sun
Hiding our monsters of horror deep within
Until it was far too late to ever go back
To who 2 were before becoming an unholy one
On the day way back then
When first our heartbreak began

Amazing disgrace!
How bitter the sound
That is a wretch like you!
I once loved you, but now I can't bear to do anymore then hate you
Was blind, but now I see
A loser like you
In my broken, bleeding heart torn all apart
I just don't need
No, boy, I don't need you anymore


(2007/A dark parody of the classic Amazing Grace-Started out as but along the way kinda turned into a twisted kind of love song I guess.)