As I Explore Love Poem by iamjc lunaria

i never thought that love is a big thing
having this at my age is kinda weird and strange.
i dont know about love. aside from its given description that love
is to feel romantic and sexual desire and longing for somebody.
but me to define love i must say that
it is a mysterious word that is very hard to identify.
but having this eventually i got to deal to the face of reality
that love is a way of validation.
in order to say that i as a human being has been validated because
i finally loved by somebody.
to share your innermost thought
to have company on your lonely days
to have someone that will speak for both of you.
to have a night and shining armor
to be with a man of your dreams.
they say that it is better to have loved and lost than never to have love at all!
true
how ever most of us are afraid to love at all
because of its inevitable outcome
that love is a sibling of pain.
inevitably pain will exist once you loved.

if i could just know what true love means
i know i can express love to the fullest
if i could just understand why people chose not to have they
true love
i know maybe i would do the same

if i could just be loved by some one i love the most
i know pain would be worth having!

if i could just explain every single ruined love story
i know i would understand why it came to the point of ending.

i dont know..
but i came to realize that
it is ok to love alone.
to give love with someone even if he/she doesnt love you at all! !
cause after all
its all about the love you have shared and given

if you feel pain it only means you truly loved that person
but dont be bother compose yourself
God will give you a better one
someone that will make you happy!

i dont know how to end this
but maybe i will just leave you saying
dont be afraid to love for loving is an act of
happiness! !