As My Beloved Stares Me in My Eyes Poem by Mohammad Younus

As my beloved stares me in my eyes,
I feel his love running through my veins;
How can I be so fortunate?
I love him with all of my heart...
...and no other;
As He goggles at me, I feel my torn heart...
...being pieced together;
This is how he loves me! ...
...I tell myself;
I never believed that love will be...
...so easy for me;
My eyes flood with tears of joy...
...that drop down like the spring rains...
...which restore life in the dead world;
How can I be so ungrateful to scram from him?
I want to be like Abu Bakar...
...true and faithful to my lord,
I try to speak out my heart to him...
...but my lips refuse to move...
...however, my heart silently says many things...
...which he hears with love,
It keeps on asking for forgiveness and mercy...
...and keeps on saying:
'My Lord! I have wronged myself,
If thou forgive me not and bestow not upon me...
...thy mercy, I shall certainly be lost.'
Lovingly, he grants my repentance and prayer...
...and says to me: it is never too late,
I will assemble again...
...the scrambled pieces of your heart...
...so that it can be a fit place to be my abode;
So I walk to Him, I feel my heart buzzing...
...buzzing like the honey bee;
I have nothing more left to say,
I stand here like a statue frozen...
..I can't move or speak...
...I will keep standing here until I am...
...completely absorbed in him,
Until I leave saying: I, I, I, Me, Me, Me.

Mykoul