Being Able To Forget The Things That Are Hurtful Poem by mona martinez

just realized how easy it is,
for me to forget something,
i don't want to remember,
it still stays in the back of your mind,
but it's like a ghost,
you know it there,
you just don't want to admit to yourself,
you don't want to admit,
the pain it caused when it happened,
cause in your mind,
you thought you had the best judgement,
only to be reminded,
just how easly i can be fooled,
just by the right words being said,
and some of the actions that followed,
you know that not every can be perfect,
so you let somethings slide,
that moment when somebody true colors shine,
is that moment you want to forget,
it never what you expected,
why should i have to change myself,
to be what ppl want me to be?