Best Wishes Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes it's hard
to be myself
I'm having an
hard time to
spend my time
actively
I can't manage
being at home
forever
Now I'm wasting
my time on
dreaming impossible things
Sometimes for absurdity
I want to
stay at home
and being very
rich
I refuse to
left my hobbies
go
I feel better
if I plan
my lonely life
in my own
home
I need to
fix some future
thing for my
healthy habits
Sometimes I'm obsessed
to search the
loneliness
I need a
place where I
can stay quiet
for a long
time
I need and
want to stay
alone to have
some calmness
I want create
something special but
I can't because
I miss inspiration
I feel obsessed
with shopping and
I need a
budget for my
expenses