Bittersweet Heart Poem by kathleen hintz

Looking into your eyes
I've found genuineness and modesty
something I've never saw before
for the words you speak
so luscious and sweet
the lips i once kissed
so soft and tender
why do everyday i lie to myself
when everyone knows i care
this lust i have for is not going away
and these feelings are here to stay
when you make me smile
Its like the sun coming out of a rainy day
why didnt you just stay
I if could only explain how much you mean to me
oh if only you could see
your the star i once wished upon
the moonlight above leading my way out of the darken night
as I wake up from this desirous dream
all the words once spoken become silent
lips i kissed before become forsaken to feel
but all of those days i lied to myself when now its to late
everyone else saw how i felt
this lust i have is still not going away
and these feelings of love for you is as bright as day
the smiles i once had turned to tears of bitterness
hopefully they will fade away...
Even if I fight this there is always going to be a place in
my broken heart where you lay
if you never feel the same again
memories will stay within