Breathe - Poem by Vanessa Kingsley

Two miles to go before I run out of sanity
2 hours left until I'm ready to scream
I'm not that pretty little apple
I'm that odd shaped leaf
4 whole years since I've seen you smile at me
All you did was simply cross a f*cking street
Can't stand the fact that you are away from me
Another song comes on
I almost thought I'd forgotten you
Made myself think
You were still alive
So it stung when I watched you with my own eyes
Disappear
2 miles to go before I finally let loose
2 hours till I get to look out my window
And watch the rain
I need to breathe
breathe breathe
but i can't see
see see
I need to sleep
sleep sleep
I'm not crazy
2 whole minutes before i pull myself together
I will myself
And think of something clever
I'm ok
Don't know why I showed this pain
I'm ok
I am right as rain
So i breathe breathe beathe breathe breath
And i see see see see see
You arent me
no no no no
So let me be be be be be