Broken Heart Poem by Courtney Caine

broken into more pieces then one
what do i do
they tell me don't give up
but what do i do with a broken heart and a love for pain
the voices in my head tell me to cut
just one to take away all the pain
but i said i wouldn't but i want to
just to see it over with
this life that i live is Pathetic
i don't need this, my life was fine before
but now it cuts to deep to think
it hurts so much to take each breath that goes into my lungs
make it stop, make it go away
fix this broken life cause am not strong enough to
make it ok make every thing better please
cause i cant go on like this, i hate this pain
but hate my self more for letting my
heart take over again
with each turn it takes
a new pain comes to life
am tired of this world
that hold nothing but pain for me
i lay in bed wishing for it all to go away
but i cant the tears keep coming
but what can i do my heart is suffering once again
so i do the next best thing i get up
walk over to my radio turn it up all the way
walk over to my light switch turn off my light
slide down my wall and cry what else can i do
its time to grieve for the broken soul