Confessions Of A Mixed Up Daughter Poem by Allyson Gordon

You left my Mother for another.
But for a while we’ll call the lady her.
I didn’t know that you’d change to be so bad.
That you’d; change when you lived away.

You got a new wife and kids.
I have new half siblings because of you.
You made me happy as ever.
You made me faster grew.
First a brother then some sisters.
My life was as good as new! ! !

But I have something to confess.
There’s something father you should know.
I’m losing respect for you Dad.
Stop the madness and let it go.
In this poem hides the key,
For how you man make it up to me.
Just treat my siblings like PEOPLE
Don’t treat them like their less or freaks.

Father dear how could you?
You made me feel so blue.
I know you won’t listen,
Or that you won’t even care.
But listen to this poem,
Hear this warning too.
You need to think of your actions.
There’s something that you shouldn’t do.

But the way you treat my siblings.
Did you know that it hurts me so?
Tortured, abused, left to cry,
THAT’S NOT WHAT PARENTING IS FOR!

I still see my little sister,
When she’s scared alone in the bath.
Thinking that there is a spider after her.
I see her in my mind trying to climb the wall.
She’s only just one or two years old,
But you leave her in the bath on her own.
YOU FOOL WHAT IF SHE HAD DROWN?
COULD YOU FORGIVE YOURSELF THEN?

Then there’s my little brother,
He’s only just started school.
But you let him get tortured,
Just because he’s not perfect like you.
You and HER leave him in the car park.
Act like your going to drive away.
“Please Mummy, no stop I want to go into the car! ”
you won’t stop until that’s what you hear him say.

Sometimes I feel physically sick,
When I’m about to go see you.
But you’re my father and I love you so.
So I don’t know what to do.
I thought that you were decent,
Like a real father should be!
But you just don’t give a damn about us all.
Be careful father, or you’ll lose your family.