Dear You Poem by Dislocated Heart

I can honestly say.. This is the first time I felt this way.
The love dragging me through the darkness of need.
Each puff of fresh air, is needed indeed.
The choking sensation just right beneath me..
it wraps around my neck..
oh what joy is for thee..

Strangle me along,
the wooden gates of sorrow..
Grab hold of my heart,
with a knife you cut me deep with bloddy tears overflow.

Say my name..
It's the last thing I'll remember..
Whisper close.. your hot heavy breath upon my neck,
gives me chicken skin..
your love is like woe.

Open wide you say,
feed me your animosity,
Lies up to my throat,
Oh yay, What joy it is..
To be on a roller coaster ride,
am I this lucky? to have santa by my side?

Devil horns concealed,
your halo out of battery..
What tricks have you come up next?
to trap this heart in your 'forever' nest.
Cage me all you want,
but my wings will grow.

but I couldnt never say.. I never loved you so...