Deep Area Poem by Laura arwen

The family is
very unreasonable and
selfish
Probably we lose
the world soon
I want eliminate
all the fear
and doubts inside
me
I feel happy
when I don't
have chaos in
my mind
For my family
I'm always on
the wrong side
and it is
always my fault
I feel excited
when I buy
something
I feel frustrated
for all the
chaos I have
I don't like
to live with
family because I
feel stressed and
uncontrolled
I need to
clear my stormy
emotions because in
this moment they
are too confused
Sometimes I'd like
to control my
emotions
I need to
breathe the air
of a new
place
Sometimes I feel
inappropriate for this
world
Some other times
I feel to
belong to an
another place or
era
Being myself is
really hard