Depression Poem by Jc. Verro

so here i am
sitting alone in the dark
so tired of this
i know i have no reason to feel this pain
but of course i cant stop it now
its nights like this when i dont want to hear solutions
and my dreams just tease my with hopes and promises
of a better tomorrow
but that isnt today............yet
and patients isnt one of my virtues
what do u mean this isnt normal for me
either i am damn good at hiding this
or i spend alot mor time than i would like
to think lost in my head