Desperately Needing Life Once Lived Poem by RoseAnn V. Shawiak

Running through narrow alleys of yesterday, tripping,
stumbling along, tears streaming steadily from my
bluened eyes of sorrow.

Heart racing, beating against my mind, hopelessly
lost and forsaken, desperately needing the life I
once lived before you were taken away from me.

Passion lying still in my heart and loins, desires
running rampant, nothing to take this loneliness
away from me anymore.

Seeing you in my dreams, holding you so closely,
feeling you tenderly touching me, awakening with
tears streaming from my eyes.

You were never here, except in fantasies of my
lonely desperate mind my love, missing you so
totally and completely.

Heart aching to love you like before, but alas
you are no longer here with me my darling and
I don't know how to live without you dear.