Dirty

I still feel dirty.
Never ever feel clean again.
I feel dirty from it all.
From rape and abuse.

It was light years ago.
And thousands of stars have past.
I still feel dirty and ashamed.

Feeling dirty will it stay forever.
Mabey one day it will pass.
And I wont feel the shame anymore.

But I willn feel dirty for now.
For how long though I wish I knew.