Drowning Poem by Dislocated Heart

I'm drowning here..
with unspoken words,
questions unanswered,
and the world collapsing.

while my heart fails to keep up,
my hands shake with fear,
my eyes refuse to open..
for the world has lost all color..

drain me of all I've received..
never did I deserve such a thing,
Love? oh please..
it was never meant for me.

misery..
I beg of you..
take me as I fail to smile in a crowd..
smother me as I weep in solitude.

could I be more pathetic?
tears have dried,
as I laugh a laugh,
smile a smile..

The world see not my pain..
but a man with no fear.
for I've been stripped of it all..
I'm bare.

Take me how you would like..
I've got nothing left to hide.
Stolen is my heart..
never to be returned..

as I lay cold in darkness..
tomorrow another day..
to take me.. into a darker state.
where I shall remain.

I drown in my own pain.