Easy Confession Poem by Laura arwen

For me it's
easy to confess
The confessions are
relaxing
I need the
peace to be
in perfect balance
with myself
I need to
work but I
want to survive
only writing poems
In some periods
I'm so tired
that I don't
dream and I
don't think
My obsessive and
continuous thoughts is
the loneliness
I feel lost
and scared without
my routine
I don't know
what exactly I
need because there
are a lot
of things in
the modern world
Sometimes I'm worried
about not being
able to buy
something or wanting
too many things
Maybe for me
it's too late
to have a
plenty redemption
It would not
be complicated to
be happy but
I can't be
happy
It's senseless to
worry too much
about the future
because it is
uncertain
Sometimes I don't
want to discover
new things
I miss the
strange madness