Enternal Pain Poem by Kirstie Duekett

The pain inside,
the emotions they all need to subside.

These feelings and emotions,
need to stop causing all the commotions.

I hate feeling sad,
saying horrible that made me mad.

I hate feeling shattered,
thinking to myself 'when I'm going, would I have even mattered.'

I want to throw away my mask,
stop thinking of life as a task.

It shouldn't be hard to smile,
I hate that one step feels like a mile.

I hate that I hate me,
I hate that to e somebody else is what I wish to be.