I can't sleep I can feel them around me,
I know it's only in my head its not real what I see.
But it's scary right here,
Rising is my bottled up fear.
At fifteen I understand the feeling of wanting to die,
only for so long can a little girl cry.
Daring to overdose so you can make people give up the stupid silly show.
I am sorry that perfect is not what you see,
And I'm sorry you could never say that you were proud of me.
I am sorry that the love was never there,
Ticket price on the street,
What disgusting old pervit will I meet.
I want to mess with my soul,
She is quiet and has eyes that not many can read,
her soul has been to a dark pace and berried.
She cries only when she is alone,
It hurts deep down inside,
to know that I have cried.
I've failed to stay strong,
You're like a flicker to a flame,
once someone has met you they will never be the same.
You're like a drop in the rain,
in life you give out so much for others to gain.
In this short time of knowing you, I have opened up to you,
but it wasn't all that easy, you have no clue.
It's like you put a nail in the brick wall around my heart,
the wall just fell down and I feel so much better now even though it's only a start.
I walk around scarred and alone,
I don’t want to be around anyone I prefer being on my own.
Why would I want anyone around?