Even After A.M Poem by Mwenyeji Spikes

I guess we are even now
Even after all those times I messed your mascara
I still wish I could reach out see through your heart
Thoughts and emotions you kept locked deep inside
All along you wished you could settle your score
Break me down then pull me back again like a breathe in winter

Should I stand like a puppet on your strings
Or a muse for painted under your rough brush
I kept hoping we could find our turn around perhaps start a fresh
The greed instincts in me and your pet peeves couldn't match up to something bright
Deep inside a shape of savage shows, eager to devour and tear me apart
Now that the opportunity did come around you pull your trigger with no hesitation

He say she say I am always on the wrong no matter how hard I try
My insecurities show only for you to pick that as ammunition
How long can we keep on this road to our destruction
I started it, you say and cling on to that as a shield to cover your mistrust
Point your finger to my assertion of the ambition I had for us
Even in the afternoon you still stay up not ready to loose your guard