Excuse Me Please.... Poem by hazem al jaber

i felt so dread...
and didn`t feel your hotness breathes...
felt with these pains, ...
because i didn`t feel this yearning, ..
which i always felt, while i am between your arms...
so, , ,
you became not that whom i always dreamed about...
and whom i waited so long for....

all my feelings burned inside me..
and broke my heart...
from a long wait....

excuse me please...
i didn`t become that a naive, ..
who always accepts an excuse..

waited..
and waited and never get bored..
but, ...
the the wait was so long...

do you know why? ? ?
because the wait was my the holy goal..
waited for you, just because i used on a wait...
but now, , ,
i realized and after your coming back, ..
that i have no feelings about you, ...
excuse me again, , ,
and allow me even for a once, ..
to leave you....