Fading Friends Poem by K J

Sickness is pouring through my veins
Unbearable pain that needs to be drained
I stand alone in the shadow's
Listening to the rain beat down on the glass
And nobody looks my way
I try to make them happy
I try to tell them I want to help
I know how they feel, I know what they been through
Would you listen to me I plead! ! ! !
I hate it when I’m ignored! ! !
You see me here trying to make you feel better! ! !
The agony of being shut out by the hating world
And constantly looking at them laughing while I suffer
Beaten down by their words and how each of them thank someone else
I helped you not them! ! !
Or did you just forget about me! !
I held your hand when the chips were down,
I gave you a shoulder to cry on,
Let me know when someone wants to be a good friend who will listen
I only found one and others have yet to see and accept me
Maybe I should lock my feelings inside like I did since I was little
~I fall down on my knees and weep inside~