Falling For A Disaster Poem by Tatianna Rei Moonshadow

Days passed into nights
And nights turned into weeks
Its been so long since I've seen you
And longer still since you've seen me
Weeks turned to months
And hope soon died
I stopped waiting around for you
I stopped allowing myself to cry
My eyes grew cold
My tears turned to ice
The pain grew immensely
But the promise of apathy felt nice
I didn't care anymore
At least thats what I thought
You were gone and it was over
But soon I learned that it was not
A letter came from you
With many spelling mistakes
I read it over carefully
They were misspellings only you could make
My reply was short and sweet
An acceptance of your apologies
Inside myself I knew it
This would lead only to tragedy
So I typed it up fast
And I ended it well
Holding back the secret emotions
That I couldn't bring myself to tell
Days went past
And you sent me no reply
Until that fateful moment
When I looked into your eyes
You stood on the staircase
Your smile hadn't changed
I should've told you everything
But I found no words to say
So I fell into your arms
As I had so many times before
And as I held you close I thought:
I couldn't dream of more
But soon you had to leave again
And I find myself growing weak faster
I can't help myself from believing
That I'm Falling For A Disaster