Final Regards.... Poem by K J

I sit in my room, day after day,
Wondering how you could hurt me that way...
I gave you all my love and you broke my heart in two, now I wonder... What did I do? I go to the closet looking for the gun,
I can no longer live after what you have done.

Memories run through my mind,
The days were happier when you were kind.
I gave you my love, my soul, and my heart.
And all you did was rip it apart.

I sit on my bed, gun loaded and in hand,
listening to music by my favorite bands....
A single tear runs from my eye... It's over,
It's time for me to die.
I want to be with you more than anything, but being with you,
What could that bring?

More sorrow? More pain?
I was losing everything with nothing to gain.
Sitting on my double bed, I raise the gun up to my head..... *Bang Bang.....