I haven't talked to you in a couple weeks
And I wonder what you're thinking and doing
Wondering if you're even thinking of me even just a little bit
These feelings for you I think are finally fading
My heart isn't craving for you to rescue me anymore
But I still can't quite get over you
I still think of you from time to time
Getting over you completely is hard to do
You used to be the person I poured out to
Thinking back now I was stupid and foolish
Cause after all I didn't know you all that well
And I still don't cause you never let me
Maybe its a good thing
Cause after all we live to far away
The more and more I used to talk to you the more I was falling
Your words were wrapping around me
I'd stay up til 3 in the morning talking to you
I didn't care what day it was
I thought you were worth talking to
And you were for a long while
You were the one I could talk to
The one I could talk to without you judging me
If only you could have seen what you meant to me
For so long I loved you for that
For so long you were my escape
Escape from life
I can't explain the way you made me feel
You always made me smile even during my dark desires
I couldn't ask for more
You meant the world to me
Now I just wish I could figure out what to do with you
With you going in and out of my life
I don't know if I should just leave you alone forever
You know so much about me now
It's hard to leave you alone
It's hard to just runaway from the one person I clung onto for so long
August 7,2009
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I know how you feel, let them go and if they come back it's meant to be. The hardest part is excepting when they're gone.