Forever Fall! ! Poem by rowan ahmed

walking through my long lonely way
found out that my ambition was sold
in the darkness solitude stands bold
uncovering a new obstacle I can't unfold

a scent of affliction flies in the air
growing wishes captured by despair
nightmares, the unborn dreams abort
paying for my morbide thoughts, i can't afford

in my mind a flashing memory of suicide
blinde, although my eyes are open wide
can't find the way on which I've lost my soul
all i get is a picture of a child who's too old
and my body is frozen by the bitting cold

no pulse..eyelids imprison the begging tears
the fighting breathes stop
and the hands raised wid prayers to the sky...
to the ground forever drop

16-11-2009