Full Marks Poem by Mehta Hasmukh Amathaal

Full marks

She looked desperately in my eyes
Read all my feelings but did not try
How badly she had felt about my behavior!
She was not asking or expecting for

I saw her laden with worries
But she was resolute and firm to carry
There was no regret for her love
She was firm like rock and simply drove

She did not look back to see me
As if she was relieved and felt free
It might have been severe blow
As she was not at all prepared to go

If relation is considered as burden
Its break comes unexpected and all of sudden
No one is prepared to share the blame
Become adamant and accept as and when came

I saw her going away with determined will
She was made from simple clay but still!
She was not prepared to bargain for self respect
She was master of her own destiny and act

I saw no regret whatsoever on her face
She had enough from my blind chase
She in fact readily agreed for everything
I was for more asked unusually something

This compelled to think afresh
She decided not make any rash
Move which may ruin her carrier
Prove as hurdle and stiff barrier

I may not blame her for my part
I was nervous and had unsteady start
I cared for nothing and demanded support
This way the ship was not going to reach at the port

Internally I cursed self but gave full marks
She was not meant for me to provide any spark
As I was dead horse and useless for any responsibility
Not only I lacked sincerity but demonstrated poor quality