Gone Forever! ! Poem by Emma Jane Rae

My childhood has been and gone,
along with the voice that taught me,
right from wrong,
on the cold and nasty rainy days-
you always made them fun,
with silly pillow fights, or laughs with a water gun,
feels like those years have just flown by,
i wish i could get those times back,
when i would climb trees so high,
but nothing that i do or say,
will never bring that time back,

My teenage years have been and gone,
along with the things that i done wrong,
many nights i'd lay awake through another useless boyfriend,
but it was you who was always there,
who helped my broken heart mend,
the rows we had never really mattered,
because you were my only true friend,
we always made up in the end,
but now i ask a question,
which can only be answered by you,
after all the love i have given you,
how could you make me so blue?
see now i look back to my childhood,
and wonder where you really there?
and throughout my teenage years,
did you ever really care?
see at the end of my 19th year,
you left me all alone,
and i find myself strugglin through,
each and everyday alone,
now i have a broken heart,
and it's one that you cant mend,
because you shew your true colours,
you wernt there for me in the end,
so sod off mum i dont need you,
and dont think i ever will,
see i got dad and he is everything,
that you will never be,
i hope everything was worth the misery and the hurt,
you have caused me,
my childhood and teenage years have gone,
all i can say is how m, uch you did us wrong!