Happy? Poem by Lisa John

Youre forever drunk
I cant remember what you’re like when sober
Its April now dad you’ve been like this
Since October
I hate to see you like this.
But since you always are
Im safe to say I hate you dad
I know, its come this far?
Youre so selfish it’s unbelievable
As you dont know what you do to me
You’re so wrapped up in your own world
You forget Im your responsibility
Its your fault Im like this
Its your fault Im mad
Are your happy now
Are you satisfied are you glad?
Youve achieved your life goal
Im no longer sane
Im torn and broken
Constantly in pain
I won’t say Im sorry
For these things I have said
I just what them out
Gone from my head
Now when someone says dad
I instantly think of you
How you left me hurt so badly
Daddy you did this. You!