Hard Decision Poem by Saphir Malek

Not when I'm beside you am I relaxed
Nor when I'm far from you do the wounds get better
This heart's, that loved you, On broken wings falling
can’t fly away; neither can I offer you my life

If only one day, my heart would wake up having forgotten everything
And sleep would sink me into oceans of oblivion
Your love made me become a world of sorrow
If only my heart knows to want and for once makes a decision
Build a new person and leave behind me this destruction
Your love destroyed me a lot and I can't choose

How do I hate myself, staying imprisoned by longing
Every time I think I will tell you, I find myself missing you