Heartvision Poem by Jesser Weaver

Taking a peek over the horizon, my toes over the cliff.
Been afraid to go beyond or is it that my gears won't shift.

Was always afraid of the sirens in the rear-view mirror.
If I would of washed my invisible glasses, my vision could of been clearer.

Tried to be ahead of others, but I was always left behind.
Always a step behind, or could it be that I never would accept that I'm blind.

My four senses are amazing plus I'm double jointed.
I envision the world so amazingly beautiful, that if I saw someone frown, I would be disappointed.

I have waited my whole life for someone who would never exist.
She has never came in my life, but still, I can only wish.
If I sense her touch near, I'd whisper in her ear and tell her this....

'I want to make you mine because true love is blind. I don't think you've met my kind, but through your heart, I can tell your fine, like wine. If we give it some time, we can be larger than life. I know I just met you but would accept the honor of being my wife? '


When I play it in my mind, it just sounds so perfect!
But when I think too deep about it, I can feel a tear jerking...

I can offer love, honesty and respect.
My heart grows every day, that I think it's going to pop out of my chest.
I have a lot to say, but no one takes the time to listen.
If they would just hear me speak for a minute, they would see what they're missing.

People say I have a large family and that i look just like my brother.
I dream about one day seeing if I truly resemble my mother.
I believe in god and I am a Christian.
I have never took the time to ask god why my heart has been my only tool for vision.

As the days get hotter and the nights get colder.
I can't sit on regret because then I'll never get older.

From the beginning, I mean from the very very start my life has been dark.
He has taken away my vision but he let me keep my heart.
But he's got me on a mission and I'm so optimistic.
We might share the same beliefs but I see the world very different.
I see everyone dressed the same.
Equally beautiful.

You judge them on their style and looks.
That's irrelevant.
We all have our flaws, no one is perfect.
He never said life would be a joyride.
But he promised it would be worth it.