Here All Alone Poem by ESPN CHICK

Here all alone I sit and cry
Wondering why I'm so alone
Feels like everyone has abandoned me

Seems like when I need someone there
Someone the most, no one is there
Tired of pretending to be okay
Honestly I will never be okay

The truth of the matter is I'm lost and confused
I'm drowning in this pain I have
Lost within my thoughts that I keep to myself

There's no point to express myself
It's just a matter of time that I'll find out who the true me is
But now is this place and time I try to hide everything inside
I cover up those lies in the mirror

Sometimes I hate what I see
Can't help that these feelings sometimes takes over me
I don't know where I'm goin with this

All I know is that I'm so alone and lost
Can't stand that these tears won't fall anymore
Feels like they have abandon me too
No matter how hard I try to keep myself together
I know somehow I will fall apart all over again



January 28,2010