Hopeful Poem by Judy Jones

I suppress
as I feel your distance
The silence leads me into another volatile dreamy night
Do you disconnect for safety?
Or because you do not feel the charge?
All I can do is wait
And see if you'll surface your emotions

My subconscious knows
these path are becoming overgrown
But here I wait
Patiently
For now

But my patience has reached it boiling point
The urgency for abandonment is gripping
I begin stomping and ripping
until a create a new path
The sight is quite disorienting
Uncertainity and change is unsettling
But still I am hopeful
Must be hopeful
Here I go
Back on the rollercoaster
Forced on another ride
Must be hopeful
She has saved me so many times
Yet old instincts are hard to change
Old thoughts are quite unforgettable
So I grasp tightly on her
Until I am safe on solid ground again